Thursday, June 10, 2010. O ho ho o ho hohooo. Beera ke sau naam,. Beera Beera Beera Beera Beera. Jalti jaan jalti jaan jalti jaan. Abhimaan hai abhimaan hai Beera. Beera Beera Beera Beera Beera. Dhana dhan dhan dhana dhan dhan.

Friday, September 02, 2011. I sit here idle, playing and browsing. I look dull and lost. We are having our time and space. But you know what,. I listen to you playing your guitar,. Singing softly with such a grace. And then I skip a breathe or two. Every time I listen to you,. It sweeps me off my feet,. Takes me to cloud nine. I fall in love over and over again. And I feel bliss,. Knowing that you are mine. Hardcore atheist and a loner.

You could be not breathing tomorrow! It might be a nice time for that. Somebody might say something to upset. Whatever sense of identity is happening in your head. Or you could be doing dishes. You will slow to a pace that helps you not think much. A visitor, an apparition. They bring a drug that you are looking forward to trying. And when you try it out you get to forget. You are you and they are even next to you.

I am a PhD candidate at Northwestern University, specializing in international relations and political theory.